User talk:Kilosaurus
One who tells half-truths, promises (and delivers) 'cursed knowledge', and pretends to be your friend, while having their own agenda and their own directives. They seem fascinating and mysterious, with a pitiful tale of his loss and regret, but they refuse to accept that they have the potential to change, and that this change must start from a true acceptance of their own faults. They are trapped by their own past and their own actions, and rather than feeling motivated to do better and to make a better future for themselves, they have worked towards a self-fulfilling prophecy of deception and destruction. Rather than considering what might await them in the future, he is trapped in the past and wants to drag others into that so they can suffer it's effects with him. The shame, the self-hatred, and the desperation that he felt is something he wants to convey because it makes him feel a bit better about himself.
Sail, if you are reading this (which you likely are), I want you to know that you have the potential for change, but only if you put your mind, heart, and actions to it. Perhaps you should see things from the other perspective and realize that this cannot continue. I cannot teach to this, nor can I make this journey any easier, but you're smart and determined when you want to be and I think you can manage. No matter how many lies you tell and how many people you deceive, you will always suffer from the truth. I wonder if that makes you feel anything, though I will admit that it probably doesn't. At least you prefer to terrorize a Minecraft server rather than actively being a threat to your fellow humans, so that's something to be proud of! I am still open to talking with you and I really did enjoy our talks in the past, even if the 'friendship' was built on lies.
If you aren't Sail but are reading this, do not fall to his deception. See his actions and see him as what he truly is: a pitiful individual who is lost in the past. He deserves to be known and he should be pitied, not for how he has been 'wronged', but for his inability to accept change. I will not tell you to avoid him because he is evil, but I will strongly caution you to beware. Do not offer assistance or friendship, as the only one who can help him is himself. You can listen to his story and come up with your own judgements, but keep his actions at the forefront of your mind at all times and ask yourself "Are those the actions of someone who has truly accepted fault and who wants to change?" He is an incredibly good speaker and a good storyteller, but his actions are where he demonstrates his true intent. And if you somehow find yourself drawn in by his promises and seemingly earnest offers of friendship, please do not be afraid to reach out to others information or help.
You are not alone in this community, and there will always be people who are willing to listen to your story without immediate judgement and give you advice on how to proceed.
Stay safe and much love, ~Aziroeth
- Wow that's one wall of text. I'm not going to read it, but I'm glad for you, or sorry or something... I find it hilarious how serious you take this and act like this is real life. It's not. It's a video game... I'm not sure why you're so obsessed about me and about morality. Your lectures on morality have gotten boring. It amazes me how you obsess over me. I cannot fathom what about me makes you write these hundreds of endless essays about me. Anyways, I always appreciate a fan of my talents. <3
- Anyways I'm satisfied with this outcome as it has allowed me to reveal that I was promoted again, giving me more infamy and clout. Unfortunately I won't be able to reveal the next time though ;( Although I might just do it one more time for fun before the final mission.
- There is nothing you can do to stop me. I have access to computers across the United States, Canada, Europe, and Latin America. I have plenty of free time to play with, and I know the system inside and out. There is no defense against me. I am able to virtually travel to wherever I desire. Maybe I'll be British next time. Maybe Canadian? How are you going to know?
- To be honest, I've told so many lies I don't know what's true anymore. Probably 25% or less of what you think you know is just a character I made up based upon my last ip addresses. I wear many masks and AyeMB is merely one of them. Just as 76x, Kilosaurus, VanishTool, kalirad, etc.
- You may ask why? Many people have. There doesn't need to be a reason why. I find it fun to mess around. I enjoy chaos. I am an agent of chaos. This is all one big game to me. A challenge. And it seems like I'm doing quite well. I look forward to reading the staff chats about me when I'm promoted again for the fourth time. It feeds my gigantic ego to see people so paranoid about me, and yet so clueless. And don't worry, I already know about the "measures" you have in place to prevent this again. Needless to say they will be about as effective as the last ones (useless). I have countermeasures to all of them. See you soon! -AyeMB ;3
- I mean, writing a couple of words is pretty easy for me. Knowing the amount of planning ant plotting you are capable of, going so far as to impersonate two innocent individuals and implicate them in actual illegal acts with really world consequences, I'm sure you feel the same. I do thank you for the valuable contribution of your essay here though, I promise history won't be erased!
- I do hope that you are truly happy with your lies and deceptions, as well as your lack of any real friends. No matter how many characters you make, they will always be just that: characters. No matter how great your tales are, I can't hep but think you must feel so alone. That really is pitiful since you brought it on yourself. Anyways, catch you later! ~Aziroeth <3
- First, I have plenty of friends :). Second, you had a typo and put "hep" instead of "help" invalidating your pathetic insults. Third, what are you referring to when you state "impersonate two innocent individuals and implicate them in actual illegal acts with really world consequences"? I have not impersonated anyone, and I have not done anything illegal. I will not do anything illegal, as that would be retarded. -With love, AyeMB.
- It has just occurred to me that you assume MCO is my life, as the case is for you. Let me make this clear. I have a life outside of MCO. I don't need friends on MCO (even though I still have plenty), because I have friends IRL. I'm beginning to understand you a lot better Azi. You have replaced your life with MCO. You are projecting your insecurities about being lonely IRL onto me. It all makes sense now. -AyeMB
K. -Spektra.