User:Aziroeth

< Darkerfly> a nice person who interested in collectible and the server history. A person who deserve to be remembered. 

Aziroeth
It's a fishbowl! :D
About
Known as	Azi, Aziro, Azir, A0eth, Fishbowl
Gender	Female (if they're human, which has not been confirmed)
Location	Everywhere and nowhere
In Freedonia
First joined	22 July 2020
Donor level	* Donor
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Aziroeth is a former moderator and a bit of an oddball. They can often be found doing something weird, possibly afking, or being active in chat. The have a tendency to collect things and have the brain of a blobfish! They are a serial looter and tend to grab all valuables that aren't properly contained. An incredibly talkative person, they are always up for a chat about any topic, nothing is off limits!

They are currently on hiatus for an unknown duration, but they would like to make it clear that they have every intention to return to the server at some point in the future. Despite not being ingame and leaving the discord, MCO is still very much in their mind and they still love the community and the server fiercely. - No longer on hiatus! That right, y'all have to suffer my presence again ;) Apr. 5, 2021

Where'd all the old, outdated things here go? I got tired of having them here and cluttering the page! Go check my revision history for old descriptions! :D

The Journey so far...

(Note: This section is heavily biased and written solely by Aziroeth. Trust at your own risk!)

On July 22, 2020, after much debate and preparation, I arrived in Freedonia for the first time. The day before, I had spent my time visiting the main website and doing some baseline research on MCO. I knew of the three cardinal rules and how strictly they were upheld. I also knew that pvp was enabled, and the at playerheads could be taken. As such, I had spent most of the day carefully crafting an ideal playerhead, one which would be unique and worth collecting or using as decor. I had not looked at the wiki yet, as I wanted to experience MCO as a newbie, without possessing knowledge of existing structures and locations, which could lead to false expectations. I remember being quite nervous. I had only heard that this community was very tight knit, so I worried they would be hostile to newbies. I had also heard and seen images of the incredible builds on the server, and was worried that my builds would pale in comparison. Nevertheless, I intended to leave some sort of mark on the server, at least. Ultimately, I hoped to become a member of the community, at least for a short while, however, I was highly doubtful that this would be achieved before another 'incident' occurred.

Upon first stepping foot into Freedonia, I instantly recognized the darkness of the rules hallways from the videos I had watched previously. I made sure to stop and read the rules, as well as the signs on the chests in the enclave. I was thoroughly scared of what could happen, and I was paranoid about accidentally making a mistake. I went through the tour first, though I left halfway through because I got bored and wanted to explore. I distinctly remember chat being quiet when I joined, and I worried that it had something to do with my arrival.

To be further continued... <-- Lies!

Modding

On the 7th of October, at around 2:25am server time, Aziroeth received an aquamarine name! A hectic, but exciting training session soon followed, led by none other that  jimmyd93. Players  AlTheChan and  AbusiveLime (currently known as Retrolime) acted as the test dummies, allowing them to practice the usage of staff commands. The most notable things that occurred during this training were Aziroeth managing to add a note to their own name (on accident), and  AbusiveLime being thrown into a pit full of charged creepers whilst being watched by many members of staff, possibly as a part of enriched training.

A note from Aziroeth: Thank you to everyone who congratulated me and supported me, these past few months have been incredible and I absolutely love the community! While I'm still not sure what I did to deserve a position on the staff team, I will try my best to live up to those expectations! Being a mod has always been little more than a pipe dream to me, but I am ready to take on this responsibility and be the best mod that I can be. Special thanks for  jimmyd93 for promoting me and training me (I was highly confused the whole time that was occurring),  Scampi_ for always supporting me and being the best Clownshrimp ever,  Kilosaurus for being a good friend and a great person to talk to,  Darkerfly for updating my wiki page for me, as well as all the others who believed in me and supported me through my journey thus far! I look forward to seeing what the future holds, for all of us!

First encounter with Darkerfly

(This part is written by  Darkerfly)

One day,  Darkerfly doing head hunting as usual, they come across a player call  Aziroeth have a funny skin head on discord,  Darkerfly recall this player joined the server a few days or a week ago thus they choose Aziro to be the target, but  Darkerfly looking at chat log, picture sharing channel and the render file for clues to  Aziroeth base, they find nothing! Can you believe it! This new player has nothing left for their trail, when  Darkerfly frustrating on rather they should change the target or not, another player  Mechman007 asked another player for their head, this gives an idea to  Darkerfly, what if I go ask  Aziroeth for their head? so Darkerfly asked Aziroeth for their head and Aziroeth agrees. And  Darkerfly success to obtain Aziroeth's head

< Darkerfly this story tell us when u can be nice to people u should be nice to them and head hunting is still a lot of fun.

A correction from Aziroeth: Actually, first encounter was about 30mins after I entered Freedonia... You ran past me in a tunnel near spawn right before I was killed! Thanks for the wiki page edits though! (Also, the head cost a nether star, a stack of ender pearls, and some dbs)

< Darkerfly> oh yeah did I chased you? totally forgot such thing have happened lmao.

Note by  DorpEngineer: I was the one who killed you if I remember correctly? :p also congrats on modding! Love from banland, Dorp

Resignation

On the 13th of March, at around 5:30am, Aziroeth formally resigned their moderator position. While the exact reasonings behind this may forever remain a mystery, their return to a white name had occurred the previous day. While it has been a bittersweet journey for them, this is, as they see it, the best option for all involved. They wish every single person on the staff team happiness and closure, and they want to thank them for the incredible experience. They promise to never forget the lessons they have learned on this journey and that their legacy be one of learning, rather than one of pain.

The past cannot be changed, the future is unwritten...

A note from Aziroeth: Thank you to all of you for your support and kindness. Through this journey of ups and downs, it has been an incredible ride. I have learned so much and grown so much, and I only hope that the future looks infinitely brighter. I will miss you all dearly and I will never forget the laughter and the sorrow we shared. I will not ask for forgiveness again, I have done that too much. Instead, I will promise you this: I will rise above and strive to be better every day, than I was the day before.

Farewell Old Hiatus statement

Greetings, denizens of MCO!

I cannot truly express my apologies and my sorrows properly. Its currently 15:46, Mar. 13, 2021 (local time), and I... have decided to leave MCO. All that I have done cannot be forgiven. I know some of you may be hurt and confused, as this seems very sudden, but it has been a fate long sealed. As has always been, I will be fully transparent with all of you regarding my reasoning here.

I got involved with a rather unsavory individual. You may know them as Sailbird, AyeMB, AyeMockingBird, 76x, or Kilosaurus. He first contacted me on Sept. 3, 2020 and revealed himself to me on Discord. I was naïve and foolish to think I could handle him on my own, but I was curious and wanted to listen to his story. Despite the warnings, I chose to show them kindness, thinking that they truly desired change. His story and his seemingly genuine regrets made me think we were not so different after all, so I decided that I would let him live. I was selfish and ignorant. I wanted to know more and he promised me secrets, which he did deliver. He told me who he was evading as (Kilosaurus), his motivations, his goals, and in return, he only asked for my cooperation and support. I did not realize then that this seemingly innocent desire to be understood without judgement was merely a lie. Even after he became a mod again, I thought he was my friend and I thought he truly had changed. He had no other chance for redemption and I hoped that this would give him the closure he seemed to desire so he could finally move on. He continued revealing secrets to me, things I should not have known (such as things in staff chat) and what he personally thought of other individuals. As he still acted committed to changing for the better, I allowed him to continue. I was not fully aware of the true harm he had caused the community and what he was capable of. I felt happy, proud even, that someone would trust me in such a way. Even after he went on IRC as Sailbird, I refused to believe he was truly bad. When I finally did start to feel like I should reveal him, I was scared of what might happen to happen to me, to the friendships I had built and the trust I had gained from others, a fear that has now manifested in the most painful of ways. It was only because of  ServL's involvement that the lies and deceit this individual had pulled me into became apparent, and only by his action that this individual was finally removed. I am sorry to have hidden this from all of you. I have hurt the community I claimed to love and I do not deserve the support of you all. I don't deserve to continue as if nothing happened. I may be a victim, but there are clearly many victims in this case and my selfish desires and thoughts do not override what they have experienced. I know my name will only be a footnote in history, but I hope that my story can be told so that no others fall prey to this individual. Do not fear him as a monster, but do not treat him as a friend. He does not deserve fascination, he deserves to be known for his bad things and for how he hurts, with his tactics and manipulation. Treat this as a lesson and be better.

Finally, goodbyes are not forever. I will return someday. Maybe it will be sooner rather than later, maybe not. Do not be sad about me leaving, reminisce on the good times we've shared, the memories and the journey, and make your own path forwards. I know I will always remember you. <3

Much love and wishing you all the best,

Aziroeth :)

PS: I'm not really going anywhere... you can't get rid of me THAT easily, even if you wanted to! >:)

Update (23/05/2021)

Hello friends!

If you haven't noticed by now, I have been far less active ingame in recent days. This is due to factors related to my personal life and MCO related factors. Thing is, I am getting a bit bored with the game. If there's another event with special items, I'll probably be around again. I don't really see myself returning to MCO much, at least until exams are over. After that, who knows? MCO has been my second home for the past 11 months, but I am not a person who has healthy hobbies and interests, I have obsessions which come and go, and this obsession with MCO has really begun to fade. I love you all and hope you are not disappointed, I will always be around in Discord to talk to you if you need me, and I don't have any plans to fully leave MCO. I just won't be on as much. Will I ever return fully? Who knows? The future is full of endless possibilities and perhaps someday, fate will pull me back to this place, stronger than before. I love all of you and really treasure the time I've spent here, and all that I've learned along the way. Don't take this the wrong way, this isn't a goodbye, it's just an update of where I've been, since I wanted to type it out before I completely lost interest in MCO. See y'all around! <3

~ Aziroeth

Preferences

Likes

• Exploration
• Searching the old IRC logs and reading the banal conversations from players of the past
• Writing stories and poems
• Detailing their experiences in a journal
• Looting... a lot of looting
• Unlocked chests
• Collecting rare and unusual items (The more interesting, the better. I have a particular affinity for 'illegal' items, as well as rep cookies or heads from staff or well known players. Anything with historical value is also greatly appreciated!)
• Hoarding anything of significant value
• Solving puzzles
• Unravelling mysteries and revealing secrets... All knowledge is good!
• Talking to people in chat
• Listening to the issues of others and giving advice and sympathy
• Learning new things
• All the players of MCO! Each and every one of them, even the 'bad' ones!
• Finding chunk errors or glitched chunks
• Building
• The truth and all it entails
• The past and it's triumphs and sorrows
• The present and the experiences it brings
• The future and the new obstacles and opportunities it may bring
• Odontodactylus scyllarus

Dislikes

• Unlocked chests
• 'Locked' chests with stupid locks!
• Those incomplete IRC logs!
• Unfinished builds
• People who get banned for really stupid, avoidable things. (Please, don't do it, it breaks my heart slightly every time)
• The 'secrets' they can never comprehend...
• That which cannot be undone...
• Those who choose to ignore the past and refuse to change for the future

Builds

• The clusterfuck - Aziroeth's personal base, and first build on the server. It sits above their (still unfinished) storage system.
• Sheep stack memorial garden - A small garden within the walls of spawn, which has two stacks of rainbow sheep. One named jeb_ and the other named dinnerbone.
• A house in Newport - A house in High Hill with a small waterwheel
• 10th birthday build contest - A take on the the central nexus, with a banhammer at it's center
• Some cobble towers in Project Eros
• Some build for the 2020 Christmas build comp
• 2021 Chinese New Year Flippeh
• Some other stuff?

Gotta get better at this... eventually. <-- I'm better at compiling logs :)

Assisting with

• The Library of Babel with  aggrievedCanine <-- "Canceled", but they have chosen to take over.
• Something in New Eden with  Scampi_
• A church to worship glitched chunks with  LordOfTheShadows
• Co-owner of The Vaults of Zin

Written works

• A banhammer fanfic - A short text about an individual and their lust to become one with the banhammer
• Here's to 10 - A sweet poem commemorating MCO's 10th anniversary
• MCO journal series - A journal recording personal experiences and thoughts through Aziroeth's journey in Freedonia. Only one copy of each book will ever be released to the public via the New Eden auction, so be sure to bid if you are interested!
• Some other random pieces of literature.

Projects

• Collecting artefacts for The Vaults of Zin
• Inputting fragments of 2010-2013 logs from various sources into a coherent timeline. Probably their most notable feat. Here's some more logs courtesy of Tayron!
• Being a better person than they were yesterday